Warning !! the following paragraph contain Spoiler for vampire knight ch 46 `~


Ok the main thing that happen is zero and yuki kissed ~ eh zero is the one who made the first move and then if i am not wrong ~ he said that yuki is more important than pure blood ~ After looking (it is in Japanese ~ so i can't read) at chapter 46 ~ surprisingly ~ i did not react strongly to zero and yuki kissing ~ maybe it is because yuki walk away with a extremely calm face that does not really show that she have any feeling for zero ... or maybe it is that her first kiss is given to kaname ~ maybe it is because kaname is injured ( his hand seems to be cut off) but his is the strongest pure blood vampire ~ so i guess he will recover soon ~ and if not for yuki stopping him ~ he could have killed zero ~( kaname is so cool ~ his weapon is so cool @o@)

Anyway ~ i actually kind of like zero ~ i don't hate him .. because he have a very cool personality and he is one of the worst victim of this pure-blood-vampire tragedy.. if he does not belong to the same comic series as Kaname ~ i guess i will like him a lot ~

Kaname is really the saddest and loneliest man in the book .. he is never really happy before .. even though normally he never show and always act like nothing have happen .. but it does not mean he dun need care and concern from the other . He have so many burden on him since he was born .. he did not ask for it .. yet it just add on him and as strong as he is, he still cannot escape form the fate he had. It really pain me when i saw the chapter when his mother hug him and that is the first time i see some colour in his face, how long have he being deprive of such loving care. I guess ever since the incident when both his parent died .. he never really feel any warm except from Yuki. Even though Yuki is his only treasure left .. he still have to give up and put her in the care of someone else to keep her safe .. away from the cruel world he is in and watch her from a long distance away . He is always thinking for Yuki and do everything for yuki . In chapter 43 when he killed the vampires .. he said that he is not a kind-hearted vampire.. i wanted to tell him " Kaname even though you may be cruel .. but you are still the best brother/lover Yuki can find in the world " There is too much to talk about Kaname .. but all i hope is for Kaname to have a happy ending .. to have his own happiness for the first time in his life.

I am a big fan of Kaname as he is the most beautiful creature i have ever seen in comic .. he's unselfish love is what i admire of .

But i truthfully hope that there will be a happy ending for VK ~ i know that happily- ever- after is a very standard ending ~ and many may think " wah this is so standard ~ so boring"
but hey ! what is so bad about staying standard as the way it is .. to me happy ending is always the best ~ What is wrong if we like to stay in comfort zone and watch things that made us
comfortable. Standard can also be beautiful ~~ so i hope that vk can have a happy ending ~ at least for kaname ~ i really hope that he will be happy in the end ~ i miss he's innocent when he is young `